My best friend, Denise, passed away the week I was traveling and I never got to say goodbye to her. I was heartbroken that she left so soon despite the Lord having touched her and held her pain back from cancer. But she got her wish. She passed her 62nd birthday. On the long 5 hour drive home, I was teary, but also more determined than ever before to lay hands on every cancer patient that I meet and pray for them. For the last two hours of the drive, I couldn’t stop humming the song, Ain’t No Mountain High Enough by Diana Ross. Ever since a young age, I loved this song for its high crescendo and lyrics. Unlike the song, I Will Follow Him by Little Peggy March which also describes a love where “There isn’t an ocean too deep, A mountain so high it can keep me away”, but totally a song just for my husband, I believe Diana Ross’ song was written for God and me. When I was young, I always wondered if there is a love that
Ain’t no mountain high enough
Ain’t no valley low enough
Ain’t no river wide enough
To keep me from you.
That day as I drove back, I understood finally. I am coming after you, God. I’m not going to stop until I see you face to face and get everything I could from you, to save these poor suffering fellow souls down here on earth. It’s unnecessarily that we are sick. It’s unnecessary that we die of cancer. It’s unnecessary that we spend eternity elsewhere other than heaven. I am coming after you to get all the gifts, all the strength and all the stamina I could to bring as many as I could to you. It hurts. It really hurts, to see my friends all dying off like flies one by one afflicted with cancer, 6 within the last 6 months.
I read from a book that a musician once had a heavenly experience and he heard one of his songs being sung in heaven. He asked why his song was up there and the answer was that heaven gave it to him in the first place. And while this song might be a secular love song, the love described between Jesus and his bride (the church, the followers, believers) is a two way street and is exactly how I feel. I would not be surprised to hear this song when I get to heaven.
So I encourage everyone to find your own love song between you and God and sing it often, make it your own. Don’t worry if the artist has been in drugs, has a doubtful lifestyle and fall badly. Look at the Old Testament and see how even King David, King Solomon, Gideon fell, not to mention Samson. But in between, their one time faith and obedience were noteworthy. And none of us is a fallen case until the last breath. God is very patient. He waits patiently for everyone to ask for his forgiveness and rejoin him, even a murderer on death row.